Tuesday, May 4, 2010

ARE YOU GOING TO BE OK?

Are you going to be OK?

Of course I am.

But inside you are crying harder than you have ever cried and you wonder... will I? Will I really be OK?
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Get away from it all and cry. I don't look pretty when I cry. No one needs to see that. But I did need to cry. And cry. And cry.

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Doesn't death seem easier? I just want to go so I can join him. Why didn't he die when we were old... so we could have been one of those couples that die within days of each other?

2 comments:

  1. are you really going to be OK?

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  2. Yes, that is the good news. I can answer that now without crying inside. I am! Changed forever... but OK!

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