I set aside the first Sunday in May 2010 to fast and tell the Lord my decision. I spent a lot of time on my knees that day going over the evidence I had created for myself to validate my decision. I felt confident and sure that it was what I wanted.
I finished my fast and felt excited to see where life would be taking me. A day or two later I was thrown off when I had the distinct impression that the Lord had marriage in mind for me.
I know I am a better person married than not. But, remember... we have to work on this vision in my head. These few specific needs I have... I think I have created something that doesn't exist. I knelt in prayer and told the Lord I was willing to do His will. I told Him my little list of traits I truly desired and then prayed for humility to accept what the Lord had for me.
My decision was made. I'd like to marry again.
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