I AM CRAZY

I am crazy

I tell people that, but they don’t always believe me. I guess it is all in how you define it.

My crazy: I run on hyper-speed most the time. I have trouble sitting down and relaxing. I get pushed closer to the edge with every item that hits my “to-do” in a day that I didn’t anticipate. If you mess with my time, or waste it in any way, watch out. I over react to certain situations especially when I am tired (which happens to be most the time).

That is my crazy… what I am still working on… is how to fix it. I don’t know. But, I can tell you my “now” crazy is nothing like what my “old” crazy was. This is much more intense. It is odd the ways that widowhood changes you.